| I feel lost. I hate life. Nothing's been going right lately. SIGHS. I feel extremely stressed; why can't I stop procrastinating? I feel like a failure in everything. I want a way out. I want a break from all this. I feel trapped.
只想一輩子留在你身邊做永遠的朋友。
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| Time for another rant. Studying for Spanish midterm right now; need to cram everything in my head, since I didn't do any regular studying before this. TEEHEE. I think I am going crazy. I feel rather dizzy, and I only have a can of Red Bull left; must cherish it! I have yet to do my suggested exercises for Math, and there's a quiz tomorrow. Even though it only takes up a small percentage of our final grade, I still don't want to miss these marks. SIGHS. No sleep tonight, just great!
Did I mention I really want to go shopping? But I just bought two pairs of boots online already. YIKES! I am so broke, I need money x___x"
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| Went back to visit JNB today with Eva. Same old, same old. Can't believe I am not apart of it anymore, feels weird. I don't miss highschool itself, but I really do miss the teachers. Ms. B said she thought about me this morning when she put on the necklace I gave her =) And of course I am always very happy to see Mr. Ramsden ><" University profs are nothing compared to him!!! Then went to visit Mr. Cheung in his new room. Almost walked into his old room O_O" I will be going back to JNB often to visit these lovely teachers =)
Finally got rid of my long bangs XD
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| Can someone stop me from being an idiot everytime I like someone? I feel so stupid.
FUCK. I AM SUCH AN IDIOT. So lost, so upset...
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| It's now 3:20 AM and I am still up writing my English essay. Not to mention after I finish this third essay, I still have to revise all three of them again. I wonder if I will have time to sleep? Red Bull is an extremely good friend when it comes to pulling an all-nighter. TEEHEE. Though it's extremely unhealthy as well...
Now I am missing about a short paragraph to conclude my essay, then I am done, but I feel like there's not enough information. I feel like there's still very thin depth. I can't fit everything that I want to say in mere two pages, but again, I can't exceed two pages. The Works Cited takes up one-third of a page, leaving me even less space to try to express what I want. I can write a four-page essay out of this, SIGHS. I am honestly afraid. I don't know what Joel's marking standards are... I'd rather do 10 pages of Math problems than writing 1 page of English! I wonder what's going to happen when we start on the six-page paper on Spirited Away... I will die, die, die!
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